Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

 Hi guys. Sleepy huh? Its 2.00 am already. You all should feel sleepy. Me? I'm already sleep by the time I finished writing this post :P

 The last few weeks had been really a huge setback for me. I had to face three examinations which I never ready for. Since I got the feeling to exchange my major, everything become blur to me. I have no longer vibrant to study like the two semesters before. I don't see any target, any mission to be accomplished because of this feeling. My mood also now unpredictable. Sometimes I feel happy and most of the time I feel nothing. Felt like I am nobody. Just a body with nothing to do with this gigantic world. -,-'

Tired with all these things. Need a new beginning.

 So back to the exam that I had been through, the first one is Chemistry 1. 50-50! That's all I can conclude for my Chemistry exam. I did some revision before the exam, but I don't think its ample. But I just can't do more. I got no strength to revise it all. Even seeing my roomate been doing exercise night and day, I don't affected at all. On the day of the examination, I'm acted like every exam I sat before. I can answer the questions, but I don't really sure what did I wrote on the paper. After the exam, we had a week of break. I didn't really enjoy the break as after I had my dental appointment at HUSM I got fever. The pain inside my tooth really made me uncomfort for a few days. A week after that, I went back to CFSIIUM. And my head still dizzy at that moment.

 Last Friday, I had my Physics II exam. This time I quite enjoyed the questions as I kinda like this subject. I don't know why but Physics is kinda fun. But not Math and Chemistry. They were both killers! But the exam also did not went well. This time we got a really annoying kid throughout the examination which held for 2 hours. We, Physics II G66 students had examination at LY016. Unfortunate for us as the invigilator brought her kid there. Urghhh! That kid really annoyed us. Screaming. Running around. We totally can't focus on the questions given. The invigilator herself just let her kid play around and make noise all around the LY Building. But thanks to Allah that I managed to answer it. But same with Chemistry 1, I don't really sure whether I answered it right or wrong. Whatever happen, happen. Nothing can be done already. Just let bygone be bygone.

 The next day was the most terrible day for me. The Math II exam! I am really lack of skills on this subject. In class I try to focus 200%, but nothing! I can't absorb what the lecturer teach me. It just like I know this and that throughout the class session, but after that everything GONE! Just gone. I did bought the compilation paper of last semester questions. But I can't really answer them. Even I questions! So the night before the exam I just take a look at the answers given. Hoping that I would understand something. But that also already happen. So just let it be. During the exam, I just use the first hour to answer the questions. After that I was doodling my question papers. Drawing this and that. I had thought deeply, I will drop this subject after this. I can't do it anymore. I'll just breaks my lecturer hope if I continue the class I guess.

Hope that I'll not ended up regretting for trying new things

 After days of days thinking and deciding, I had made my final decision. I will stop doing engineering. I will exchange my majoring next semester. But my choice is still secret. Whether I'll go to Economics, English or Architecture study. What I am really sure is that I am no longer an engineer. I had gave up! I think this is the best for me. Eventhough I kinda love physics but physics alone is not enough. I hope that I had made a right decision and I hope there will be no problems in exchanging my majoring here in IIUM. in shaa Allah :)

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.


 At 8.30pm this Saturday 23 March 2013, millions of people around the world will turn out the lights for the prestigious Earth Hour. This awareness movement is intended to get people talking about the importance of reducing human impact on the Earth.

 Here you will find lists of activities that you can do to save energy, reduce your impact on environment, and help spread awareness about Earth issues such as climate change. You don't have to wait for the next Earth Hour to try out some of these energy saving techniques. They are great way to practice conservation monthly, weekly or even everyday! Even planning ways to conserve is a great way to reassess our dependencies, and our impact on Earth.

Here are something you can do to prepare yourself for EARTH HOUR 2013. Remember that saving energy is about more than just turn off the lights. Challange yourself to do some or all  of these saving things for Earth Hour - and every day - to save energy and help the planet gain its stability ;)

#10 Fill Up Your Freezer

Did you know that an empty freezer uses more than a full one?

If you have empty space in your freezer or deep-freeze, you can conserve energy - and reduce your electric bill - by freezing used pop bottles or milk jugs of water. Fill empty containers about 2/3rds full and place them in your freezer. The ice will help maintain the temperature inside the freezer, allowing it to use less energy.

#9 Invite Your Friends Over

You can help spread Earth Hour awareness by inviting your friends, family or neighbors to join you for Earth Hour activities. A few friendly faces can help make the time go faster, too!


#8 Fix Drafts


Drafty doors and windows cause your heating and cooling bills to go up. Try to repair or cover any drafts around your home before Earth Hour. The money you save will help throughout the year as well!

You can also keep heating and cooling costs down with thermal window coverings. But if you're pinching pennies, simple dark curtains can keep a room warm in winter, and white curtains keep it cool in summer.

#7 Turn Down the Heat


If you're living in a cool climate and have the heat on in March, try turning your heat down slightly for Earth Hour.

To minimize the amount of energy that you use for heating, make sure that heating units are well ventilated and not obscured by furniture. There should be at least a few inches of space between heaters and other objects for them to work efficiently.

Close off any rooms that are not used regularly, and only heat rooms that you need to. If you keep your thermostats at a moderate temperature throughout the day, you will use less energy than you do by turning it up and down at different times.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

 Hey guys. How are you? Doing okay? Me here feeling not so well since few days ( _ _ll). My head keep spinning and my nose just can't works efficiently. sigh

 Next semester is my final semester in CFSIIUM. That if and only if I manage to pass all the subjects taken. With my level of confidence right now, I don't think it can be happen. My brain can't focus on math and chemistry. It all feel so wrong. So blurry. And now I always thinking of running away from engineering. My mind now lock on Architectural study. I have been interested in this study since the first time I heard about it because I really like designing. Calculating and solving problem now become a problem to me! :(



 My CGPA also not so good. That's one of the factor why I want to exchange from Engineering to AED. But you know, study, it always hard. Nothing is easy! But I think maybe with some passion I can excel on this new discipline that I want to go to. Now I am really lost. Don't know what to do where to go. I really not in mood to finish this semester. Hoping that this semester will pass really fast and start the next semester with new discipline - Architecture and Environmental Design.

 I am not sure yet about my decision. Just afraid that if I change then it not feel like the way I hope it was. And if I don't exchange it now, then I will regret it later. Blerghhh! >,<' Life is so complicated. If I do it I can't rewind it and if I don't then it will passed. Just if I know what I am really made for -,-

 I hope that there's no problem for me to exchange course. Not a problem with the department and with my parents. InsyAllah.